breast cancer, life, Uncategorized

Travesty

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The Senate released its version of the AHCA this morning.

Everyone in the US should be horrified. It does the same despicable things as the House version.

Tax cuts for the wealthy on the backs of of every other American.

On the backs of cancer patients.

On the backs of the disabled.

On the backs of the poor.

On the backs of the elderly.

On the backs of the chronically ill.

On the backs of children.

On the backs of those who need protection.

I have employer provided health insurance. I have had insurance my entire life. I went from my mom’s plan to my plan. For seventeen years, I’ve paid for my health insurance, for fifteen years the only times I needed it were pregnancies, but when I developed breast cancer, I knew my insurance could not drop me, could not refuse to cover treatments and surgeries, and it could not enforce an arbitrary financial cap or limit as insurance companies did prior to the ACA. Fun fact: My insurance had a million dollar lifetime cap prior to the ACA.

Chemo: $2000+ per round. I had eight rounds.

Herceptin: $400 per round. I had 11 single rounds.

Bilateral mastectomy with auxiliary lymph nodes dissection: $75k+

28 sessions of radiation: $111k

Reconstruction: 80k+

Tamoxifen: $8 a month for 16 months

Arimidex: $12 a month, just started, God willing, I will be on for 120 months

Now, some basic math.

Chemo-estimated total cost: $16k

Herceptin: $4400

Bilat Mx: $75k

Rads: $111k

Recon: $80k

Tamoxifen-estimated total cost: $128

Arimidex: (estimated for 10 years) $1440

Estimated total for treatment for Stage 2 ER+/HER2+ IDC BC: $208k+

Thanks to the ACA and my employer provided health insurance, I paid a little under 10k out of pocket…that was my maximum. I didn’t see a bill for anything above because I hit my out of pocket max from port surgeries, biopsies, MRIs, ultrasounds, mammograms, and pathologies. However, NONE of that takes into account the money I spent out of pocket on specialist copays, ovary removal day surgery, X-rays, scans, or the little things I’ve forgotten.

Republicans, the Senate, and the House, through these bills, make it clear they believe those who develop life threatening medical conditions are not deserving of consumer protections from the health care industry. EVERYONE, except, I guess the uber wealthy, was one medical emergency or medical catastrophe away from being financially wrecked prior to the ACA. What moral, ethical, or logical reason is there for us to return to that kind of system?

I posed that question to my senators. I’ve called Senators Cornyn’s and Cruz’s DC offices at least twice a week, if not more, since the House bill passed. I’m on a first name basis with one of Cruz’s DC staffers. I’ve faxed. I’ve emailed. I’ve cried on the phone with their staffers, asking them to explain to me why my life is worth less than someone who hasn’t become ill…yet.

Yet.

Do Republicans truly believe they will not develop illnesses or conditions?

I truly, 100% believed I would NEVER develop breast cancer. I knew the statistics, 1 in 8 women, but I TRULY believed I would NEVER be that one. My family has NO history of ANY female related cancers. Lung cancer? Yes. My grandfathers smoked like chimneys in a northern winter. Colon cancer? Yes. Get screenings, folks. Colonoscopies save lives. Melanoma? Yes, and a rare one at that -my grandmother died from metastasized OCULAR melanoma. Breast cancer? Nope…not until me.

I was arrogant. I was selfish. I was smug.

Karma decided to say hi to me at 37 years old.

If you truly believe I must have done something wrong to develop breast cancer, get off my blog. No one does anything wrong who develops cancer.

If you read this and decide to be smug like I once was, may the force be with you because the American Cancer Society says 1 in 2 Americans will develop cancer in their lifetime.

If you read this and support the GOP and the AHCA, I’d like for you to take a minute and read the letter I sent to Senator Cornyn, and I’d like for you to be sure you’re okay with your answer to my closing statement of my letter. No one will know your answer but yourself. Make sure you’re good with it. I’ve also included his canned reply.

 

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I think his reply answers my statement. To him and the GOP, breast cancer makes me less.

But, I am not less, and I will call his and Cruz’s offices…again and again.

I will continue sharing my story because I know there are thousands like me.

I’ve shared my story with Indivisible, with other senators, and with The New York Times.

Wisdom. Compassion. Courage.

The three moral qualities of humanity.

Where is yours?

 

 

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