This post remained blank for awhile. I wanted to put an image or something on it, but I couldn’t think of anything to really that visualizes how I feel right now.
It’s weird. I thought I’d feel more relieved.
My phone rang a lot on Monday. My phone rang a lot on Tuesday. Every time it rang, my heart sank a little. But, every time it rang, it was my realtor, who I like a lot and have become friends with, and we talked on the phone a lot on Monday and Tuesday, so my phone did ring, but the name I dreaded on my caller ID was not there.
No calls from Texas Oncology/Dr. O.
Dr. O said if something was on my x-ray, I would hear from her by the end of the day on Tuesday. Me being me, I waited all day today, too, before taking an easier breath. She told me no news would be good news.
I’ve had no news.
I’m cautiously clear.
I hope I didn’t just jinx myself.